Since I was very young, I had a very strong sense of the continuity of life, it did not seem to me that I was ever nonexistent, this caused my mother intense worries trying to answer all the innumerable questions that I would ask her regarding life’s subtlest aspects. Thank God that my mother not only was very patient but also had a very well-developed spiritual inclination so she understood (at least in part) my constant questioning. My deepest spiritual yearning occurred when at age 13 I experienced an instant healing miracle within my own body and that event catapulted me into finding the truth about true religion that I perceived then had not really been told. This quest brought me to America in search of what I thought will give me the answers. I told my parents I was going to America to study Electronic Engineering, knowing full well it was not the main reason. I was convinced that in America I will make contact with a Brotherhood that would be able to not only answer all of my questions but initiate me on the path of Spiritual Alchemy (changing the base metals of ignorance into the Gold of Self Awareness) As fate would have it, I did found the group and stayed with them for over 10 years. After that I felt, I had stopped growing and it was time to move on. I continued my search for a while but somehow grew more skeptical about the possibility of ever finding what I was looking for. In 2020 due to the need for physical healing using natural methods, my wife found out about this ancient healing technique called Varma, at first I was very excited about finding out more about it and also traveling to India, but as many times it happens, events that took place prior to going begun to plant seeds of doubt in my mind to the point I was adamant of not going to India, but truth prevailed and I traveled to India. Exactly 6 days after having arrived the opportunity came to meet Pal Pandian at a lecture he was giving at a local group, the lecture was about finding true love and integrating it into your day-to-day life, or something close to it. I was sitting on a side where the sound wasn’t coming in great, and that coupled with the fact that I wasn’t used to the Tamil accent made it difficult to understand most of the lecture, but it didn’t matter, somehow his presence had made a very beautiful impression on me. After taking the Varma class from him it was decided to also take the MM class that year and my wife and I have kept on coming for 3 more years to continue the learning under a truly Authentic Teacher. Varma healing, I have experienced more as a patient than as a practitioner yet, but its effectiveness, depth, and possibilities go far beyond anything I could have imagined. The teachings of the MM practices are integrating into my life in such an intimate and profound way that even my children have commented on the positive changes. These changes are the product of stretching the old self to allow new possibilities to emerge within ourselves and of course, it goes without saying that the great beauty of these teachings is that in a moderate way, our old life’s patterns are turned upside down in order for us to see, experience and choose That part of us we really are yearning for,… The Self

Antonio

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